Disavow

TURN A BLIND EYE ON YOUR LIFE
AGING FLESH STILL GOT SOME TIME,
SOME TIME TO WASTE
YOU'RE TRYING TO FIND COMPLACENCY
IN TRADITIONS FOUNDED ON DAY OLD HATE
HOW CAN YOU ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR "SINS"
WHILE YOU DISAVOW ANY MISTAKE?

NO ATTEMPT OF SELF- REFLECTION

BUT IGNORANCE TOWARDS INSIGHT
WHEN THERE'S NO PROFIT TO BE MADE OF
SO, SMILE!
THEY'LL THINK YOU HAVE A CLEAN SLATE
ALWAYS SMILING, SHOW YOUR CLEAN SLATE
YOUR SHINY SHOES AND WHITE COLLARS
BUTTONED UP JUST TO FOOL US
AND PRESCIND FROM THE BLOOD ON YOUR HANDS
WE'RE CELEBRATING THE ABOLISHMENT
OF SLAVERY IN ENDURING OPPRESSION
EMBEDDED IN UNQUESTIONED SYSTEMS
THEY SHOVE THESE THINGS INTO OUR MOUTHS
TO SHOW HOW MUCH THINGS HAVE CHANGED
HOW MUCH PROGRESS WE HAVE MADE

BUT ALL YOU GAVE WERE EMTY PROMISES


Authority

CAUGHT IN YOUR INSECURITIES
POINTING YOUR FINGERS AT ME
BUT YOUR ROAD WON'T BE MY WAY
I'M NOT WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE

ALL OF THE WORDS THAT CAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH
BROUGHT ME HERE TO SPILL MY GUTS OUT

YOUR WORLD IS OUT OF REACH
I DON'T LIVE BY WHAT YOU PREACH
YOU'RE SO SCARED OF THE UNKNOWN
JUST LOOK AT THE MESS YOU HAVE BECOME

LOCKED UP AND SAFE BEHIND CLOSED DOORS
THE TASTE OF FREEDOM WON'T TEACH YOU ANYMORE

THE BEATING IN YOUR CHEST CAN'T KEEP YOU WARM
EVER SINCE YOUR COLD MIND PUT OUT
THE FIRE IN YOUR HEART

IT DOESN'T TAKE MUCH TO REALIZE
HOW MUCH BETTER I'M OFF WITHOUT YOUR ADVICE
ALL THE MONEY AND GAMES
ALL THE THINGS YOU CAN BUY
ARE WHAT FORMS YOUR IDENTITY

THIS MEANS EVERYTHING TO YOU
BUT IT'S MEANINGLESS TO ME


They know nothing

NO ONE REMEMBERS TIME BEFORE THEIR FIRST BREATH
SEEING BEYOND CHANGED HER LIFE IN A HEARTBEAT
RECEIVED UNKNOWN MEMORIES, SUDDENLY STARTED TO FEEL

WHAT'S LEFT FOR YOU - I'M ASKING YOU
WHAT'S LEFT FOR YOU - JUST IGNORANCE AND ANGER
NOTHING'S LEFT FOR YOU - NOW YOU KNOW
NOTHING'S LEFT FOR YOU - BESIDES THE SAMENESS

IN A WORLD IN SHADES OF GREY
WHERE YOUR FUTURE SEEMS PREDICTED
THERE IS NO ROOM FOR CHOICES
AND LOVE IS UNKNOWN

THE WEIGHT IN HER CHEST IS MAKING HER CRUMBLE
ALONE IN THE DARKNESS A SCREAM IS JUST A MUMBLE
SHE SUFFERS IN SILENCE
AND ABANDONS HERSELF TO THE GRIEF

WHAT DO THEY KNOW - ABOUT YOU NOW?
WHAT DO THEY KNOW - ABOUT THEMSELVES?
THERE'S MORE THAN YOU - EVER IMAGINED
THERE'S MORE THAN YOU - YOU'VE BEEN TOLD

THEY KNOW NOTHING
FEEL NOTHING FROM THE DEPTHS IN YOUR CHEST
FEELS SO NUMB, LIKE YOU DON'T BELONG
IN THIS WORLD THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS SYMPATHY
FOR YOUR LIFE OR WHAT IT MEANS TO FEEL
CLOUDED EYES CAN'T SEE NOTHING
THEY DON'T KNOW ANYTHING

THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT YOUR FEARS
THEY DON'T KNOW NOTHING ABOUT YOUR TEARS
THEY KNOW NOTHING; JUST HOLLOW SHELLS
DON'T TRY TO RUN DRY YOUR HEART TO FEEL NOTHING


Heavy Boots

Thoughts are dragging me deeper into the hole in my head
It's me whom I can't escape for one goddamn minute
I've tried so hard, so hard to forget
But my heart wasn't save from the hate that I felt towards my self

Run from the black cloud in my head


"Your past is your past" - it's with you always.
Is a dream a lie if it won't come true or just a broken promise?
I wished that I could take back
I wished that I could start again
But these regrets won't be the death of

Run from the dark clouds in my head

I'm not taking it back.