1. No God
There's still no God
We are still all alone
No hand to feed
No voice to guide
No words can save
And there's still no God
Still no answers for lost souls
Still No God
But we needed more than everything
We're all alone together
We're all alone alone
We're all alone together
Waiting for some kind of fucking miracle
Still no answers for lost souls
Still No God
But we needed more than everything
There's still no God
2. Sin Eater
We're damned
We never had a chance
We have failed
Living lives in parallel
I used to have these dreams
This hope about the future
The best dream I've had lately was of never waking up
We're damned
We never had a chance
We have failed
Living lives in parallel
We're searching for a God
We're looking for an answer
We're lost
Betrayed
Looking for a better way
And we feel abandoned
Betrayed by a God that never knew our fucking names
And we're living in sin
Living in sin
Living the sins of the father handed down
Yeah we're living in sin
Living in sin
Living the sins of our fathers because we did nothing to save ourselves from this sin
From this sin
Yeah we're living in sin
Living in sin
3. Nausea
God's Dead
I'm alive
Sleeping all day just to pass the time
With the humming of the stereo to keep me company
Nothing I need that I can't buy
Nothing left for me to do but die
I've got it
The Filth
The Nausea
Too much
Too much
Too much is not enough
Too much
Too much
I'm fucking nauseous
I need so much
So much more than this
I've got everything
I need to suffer
I hear a train in the distance
I feel my eyes start to well
I want to give in to this beautiful depression
And ride it straight to hell
Now I've got the Filth
I've got the Nausea
Now I've got the Filth
I've got the Nausea
I need more than something
I've gotta make this go away
I need to suffer
4. I Want To Live
They're selling lies
Fashion
Complacency
Cash for sins
Guilt for free
Gift-wrapped salvation for a modest price
Plant the seed now
Get the fruit when you die
But I...
I want to live
Tired of dying and I want to live
I want to live
Fuck your salvation
I just want to live
The truth falls mute under ignorant screams
Filth on my hands that I can't wash clean
Christ was the product of a desperate mind
Broken men begging for an afterlife
But I...
I want to live
Tired of dying and I want to live
I want to live
Fuck your salvation
I just want to live
Take the fruit
See the light
Be here now
I want to live
5. God Complex
I lost my faith in God somewhere back round '89
When my old man came home piss drunk smelling like a whore
And I saw my mother cry
Yeah that's the day that God died
That's the day I realized I was all alone
And I escaped in the music
Years passed and mama said:
"Boy, that's not how a man should be"
After 20 years, we walked away but that night still comes to me
When I'm caught in my reflection face to face with God and the Devil and my Father and Myself
Yeah, we're all one but I don't believe in any of us
And I say: "It's just you and me now
It's you and me
It's you and me you old son of a bitch
It's you and me"
Cause my father's gonna die alone with the TV on
And I don't wanna die alone with the TV on
There's still no God
6. Belly Of A Whale
There's poison in the water but I'm thirsty just the same
I've got this way of turning water into wine
Know the truth and I'm telling lies
I know the truth but I keep it inside
Forked my tongue and I'm telling lies
There's truth in the lies I tell
There's silence and it's all around
There's sound in the city where it's all drowned out
If I only had a match I'd burn it to the ground
There's a war and it's always inside me
Overshadowed by docile blue eyes
It never matters 'cause the sheep are all blind
And if the Devil had a face it would look like mine
7. Dogtown
I've gotta do this my way
Gotta make my own sense of this life
You don't have the answers and I don't have the time
Yeah I've got a history but I'm not looking to be saved
You couldn't fucking save me anyway
I gotta do what I gotta do
To keep from ending up like you
One more submissive fuck who swallowed all the rules
I've got no respect for any law that takes what's mine from birth
I'm a citizen and I punch a clock but I'm fucking human first
Call the authorities
And I'm calling fraud
There are no untouchables
Not one
Inside every pig there hides a kid whose feet never filled his fathers shoes
A broken child who missed every chance he had to pay his fucking dues
I'm nothing without reason
And there's something that just isn't right
I created all my own Gods
In the image of my tainted fucking self
I gotta do what I gotta do
To keep from ending up like you
One more submissive fuck who swallowed all the rules
I've got no respect for any law that takes what's mine from birth
I'm a citizen and I punch a clock but I'm fucking human first
You wear the face of some high authority
But underneath it you're rotten
Just like me
8. Weight
When the clock strikes twelve and it's all been done
Heavy lies the weight on the shoulders of the chosen one
One more night on the run
Then I'll carry my cross for hours, days, weeks, months
And I'll die like a martyr
I walk
I walk
I walk
Alone
I have borne witness
I know the way
But I will be buried under this weight.
When the bottle runs dry and the devil escapes
I will be buried under this weight
9. Makyo
I can't just walk away
I know that there's a better answer
A better way than this
But the Devil's playing games
And the razor blade is begging me to listen to my wrists:
"Just let go
Just let go
Take the vein and I will take your pain
Just let go
Just let go
You're not meant for this world
I am meant to take you away"
My will is weak
And my hands tremble
I take the razor and I say:
"Not Today
Not Today"
"Open up and bleed or there'll be Hell to pay"
"Not today
Not today
In some future I may falter
Not today"
So here we stand at this familiar impasse
It's you and me, motherfucker
It's just you and me
Just you and me
I gather up my strength and touch the ground
Feet don't fail me now
"See me
Hear me"
I don't need you to take my pain
"See me
Hear me"
I open up and bleed in a different way
"See me
Hear me"
I won't give voice to delusion
I AM
10. I Am The Messiah
I am alive for the very first time
Conscious and pondering all of the ways that I've died
Thousands of times
Hung for the truth while I choke on my lies
I am nothing
I am everything
I am fallen from grace
I was hopeless until the day that I learned
I am God and I work in mysterious ways
I've been calling this place Hell for so long but it's strangely divine
Maybe this was Heaven all along but I just never noticed the signs
I AM.
I am the Messiah
I am the Devil in disguise
When I stopped searching I heard a voice and it said to me:
"God is Everything
You are Everything"
11. Eleventh Hour
We live and we give and we're dead
Missing something
Searching for God
No point in asking why
I know we were born to die
We prosper, we suffer
Missing something
Searching for God
I waged my war up from the ground
I tied the noose and pulled the great illusion from the sky
I killed my father and I found
That I'm the bastard son of something made up in my mind
I just need something real
Missing something
Searching for God
God is just the Devil in the pictures in your head
I see more
I see it in the streets
It's the ground beneath my feet
It's hunger
It's disease
There's truth in the harmony
I feel it
I believe
In the war that's inside of me
Blue eyes and broken teeth
It's God
It's God
It's God
Another Breath
